Sister

For the month of March, I had a few things going on. My apologies for the lack of posts. Needed a break from thinking. After the sad news of a dear friend, and me derailing from my weight loss progress, I just needed sometime to let myself catch up. So much around me is moving …

Self-care & Self-love

You try to run away from it. You try to take other peoples advice. Nothing works. It has a mind of its own. There is no controlling it- not without pills. And even that doesn't always help. You go out to see if a little human interaction will help alleviate the weight on your chest. …

Who’s your best friend?

The older you get, the more you start to realize how right your mother was. Oh, how I wish I would have listened to her when she told me a friend of mine was no good. How could it be tho? We were so close and did almost everything together. Mom didn't even know her …

Second

Growing up the baby of the house has its advantages. I'm obviously the favorite child/sibling. I got away with a lot growing up. I had more freedom to do what I wanted. It all sounds so great but one thing that always over-powers that is- I feel like I'm never first. I always had to fight …

Silence.

My alarm always goes off at 630 am to a soothing song. On days I don't want to get up to shut it off, my second alarm goes off at 635 am to an overly loud buzzer. My neighbors must hate me in the mornings, because sometime I just lay in bed, alarm blazing, and …