I don't even know where to begin with this. I was a very young child when you decided I was going to be one of your preys. I think my mind decided to block a lot of your memories from my mind for a good reason. I try so hard to think about the first … Continue reading Juan “Bird” Perez
For the month of March, I had a few things going on. My apologies for the lack of posts. Needed a break from thinking. After the sad news of a dear friend, and me derailing from my weight loss progress, I just needed sometime to let myself catch up. So much around me is moving … Continue reading Sister
This isn't a post about a near-death experience and how you should live your life to the fullest. This isn't about me thinking about death either. Death is always far from my mind because it causes too much heartache. My heart hurts for days- not hours or minutes. It's a reminder that my parents won't … Continue reading
You walk into a crowded bar. You have drunk people bumping into you and sometimes spilling their drinks on you. Sometimes you are that drunk mess spilling on others- it happens. It also gets old- FAST. Now, I'm at an age where I don't like to go out to clubs unless it's for a really … Continue reading Pet-Peeve
My friend started a challenge with a group of people to get us all to workout more. It started and ended in January- who can burn 7777 calories that month. I was close except I got the flu for a few days and then ended up having to get shit together for a Florida trip … Continue reading Leaning on others for help is ok.
You try to run away from it. You try to take other peoples advice. Nothing works. It has a mind of its own. There is no controlling it- not without pills. And even that doesn't always help. You go out to see if a little human interaction will help alleviate the weight on your chest. … Continue reading Self-care & Self-love
Once upon a time, there was a woman. She took care of her children as well as her husband. She was the leader of the pack, and nothing happened without her consent. One day she realized she was late- her menstrual period was late. She went to the doctor and confirmed her suspicion- she was … Continue reading Part 1.
The older you get, the more you start to realize how right your mother was. Oh, how I wish I would have listened to her when she told me a friend of mine was no good. How could it be tho? We were so close and did almost everything together. Mom didn't even know her … Continue reading Who’s your best friend?
Love is a hard topic to talk about for some. For those of us who don't have it, we are constantly searching for it. Those who are consumed by it, please hold on to it for as long as you can. Dating now is a scary thing, at least for me it is. The beginning … Continue reading F*ck That Noise
A few nights ago, I remembered a class I took on Mythology. The professor was super cute and would call me Harley Quinn because of the sticker on my Macbook. It was a fun class, and he was a super chill dude. I don't exactly know how this popped up in my head since the … Continue reading Imagination